No longer afraid to travel.

When I graduated grade 12... I wasn't really sure of the world. I wasn't really sure of my friends. I didn't know who I could depend on and who I couldn't..

That was a time I did not like moving a lot. I didn't want to change my school even though I knew it was better for me because I was scared to adjust in a new environment. I reconciled with Status Quo for most things.

However, that is not who I am inherently.. I remember in grade 3 walking up to the principal to complain about a teacher who was beating up kids for no reason. This was not normal, at least I didn't think any other grade 3 kid in my school could do such a thing and it didn't even seem like a big deal to me.

Coming back to grade 12, I decided to come to Canada after school. Somehow I felt more comfortable coming here than going to engineering college in India; For whatever reason. But even here I was 'comfortable' in Victoria. I didn't want to move even If I could, I have friends who I value and didn't want to go somewhere I wasn't sure about.

However, this has changed in the past year and I have been wondering why..

I am not afraid to go anywhere today; this is not because I have suddenly reached a new level of confidence rather it's because over the years I have worked hard to forge strong relations with family and friends. I feel If I get into trouble, a lot of people will be there for me. Some of them would falter and I am taking no one for granted, but still there is a lot of support and it makes me feel pretty good.

In many traveler books I have read or movies I have watched, people seem to make travel a way to 'free' themselves, especially the original concept of travel like a pilgrimage to Jerusalem or the Haj was based on detaching oneself from what was comfortable and venturing out.

However, for me the strength and willingness to travel or try new things is because I feel attached and not detached.

Get what I am saying? Does that make sense for you?

What gives you the strength or desire to travel?

By the end of this summer..

I'll know basic guitar and basic French

Shanghai: One City, Many thoughts

I am writing this post from Shanghai prior to boarding my flight to Delhi, before the myriad of thoughts that have transpired in my brain get overwritten by the confusion of India that awaits.

So Many reflections!

I DID NOT expect everything to be so organized in the city. They have done well. I felt welcome, safe, comfortable. In the metro, taxis and streets.

Bombay vs Shanghai: There is no comparison. I read articles in how you have to pass miles of slums after exiting Mumbai int’l Airport and the writers somehow derived from this very cosmetic approach that China is ahead and India’s democracy is making a laggard with respect to Infrastructure, financial reform and so forth. But let me tell You Shanghai is advanced in more ways than looks. Streets, police, security , you couldn’t tell it from Singapore. And Mumbai? Struggling with multitude of problems: Inlfux of immigrants, lack of hygiene( China is 10 times as much cleaner as India) right wing politics, basic infrastructure like roads, transport? I would sign up for Communism any day after what I have seen in Shanghai. While Shanghai and the rest of China are moving ahead at breakneck speed, Mumbai is gripped by issues like Marathi Manoos (outsiders vs local debate) 60 years after independence we cannot seem to focus our minds on relevant problems!. Sure there is debate it in India but most of it is over irrelevant issues. While China united to host the Olympics and expos we threaten to block commonwealth games for Gujjar(backward community) reservation in govt jobs or some crap like that.

On Chinese growth

Human rights? Ok fine you don’t get free news. But where the fuck is news free anyway? In India, we had top reporters acting as lobbyists. US news is uber partisan. If control can create so many opportunities for China and its people so be it. China and India didn’t have the liberty to loot the world for half a millennia so they need an alternative approach to development. Billions of dollars got robbed, people lost their homes in the States because of speculation and where was the legal system to protect them? To be honest is there a better model for development? I think China shows the way and makes every other struggling developing economy look like a loser because they can’t figure it out.

I saw a couple on a bicycle, they were in their 30s, the wife was holding on to the husband and both were smiling. If after a hard days work, they can go home, eat well and educate their children then poverty has ended for them. And I think it has, for many a Chinese, better than the UN, the World bank, the IMF could have helped achieved. Yes, it’s not really communism they followed as model for growth but if you ask me to summarize my thoughts I’d say neither Lenin nor Marx but the average Chinese is the true winner in this development story.

My 2011 Promise

1. I won't be afraid to travel alone
2. I won't compromise
3. I will dream high
4. I will learn to dance better

SMART Goals:
1. Immigration--> get
2 Savings >10,000
3. One Promotion
4. Advanced level Tango
5. Solid 4 year plan at the end of 2011 Prepared

to be continued....

Management and AIESEC

My #AIESEC XP gives me the courage to say: "Let's do this, we may fail but I know I can handle this".

Management is about compassion, ideas, communication, implementation, teamwork, inspiration

Words I like

Adieu

To India: My home and native land

This summer I shall go home; to the land of mangoes.

I'll stand in the middle of a hot delhi street. I'll absorb the heat, dust and smell.

Suck on the mangoes, so sweet , truly the King of Fruits.

O India I come to thee this summer.

Let me plunge into thine darkness and chaos

Let me get lost and be found again

I'll traverse your land and cross the Ganga and Yamuna for sure,

and into the Doon Valley, where I grew up.